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New and Last semester.....

Its been too long since my last update, sorry there is so much has been going on and so little time 2 be manage, sometimes I do felt to stop writing. Suddenly it just hit me and here I am writing again although with a bunch of grammatical error, but as for me its a good try for improving my self, but then if there is anybody that doesn't agree with me like I care!.

As mention earlier there is so much has happen and now it is a new start for the new semester at university. Can't wait to have all the excitement, challenge, chaos and everything that will build up myself in order to add some more experience. But this is not just a beginning it also the end and the last semester for me. Time has passing by so fast even I could not notice that there is so much that I has been through. I still remember the first day my parents send me here and with the mixed feeling inside, just like it all happen yesterday. Now it will arrive to an end soon, mixed feeling also but different from the first one.

Experience will not stop here right? as this chapter is going to be ended soon the next chapter will begin. Honestly I'm felling overwhelming to move into another stage of my life, but there is some doubt and fear thinking soon I will be in the real world. Could I manage to do well?, how do I start?, what if I fail?.... these are question that keep spinning in my head. But to pull back my strength I keep convincing my self just think positive and be optimistic, life is about try and error so bare with it.

Now it is already late in the evening, this dusky time is a sign for me that I'm near to an end of my journey soon in this part of my life. But I sure will be ready for the brightest day tomorrow as the dawn starting the next part. New and Last is a cycle, no matter when it ends get ready for a new beginning....

The best yet to be discover (^_^)

Is it what You call neutral.....!!!

Aloha..my day start early 2day as outside is still dark, and i thought i want to "sahur" bcoz i certainly confident that 2day is the 15th Syaaban. Its a good opportunity as a Muslim to fasting during this day..... but then it is really a great disappointment, as i just realise 2day is already 16 goshhhh so frustrated!! (it is all because of looking at the calendar..why should i arghhh)

As i want to look at a bright side of it, (want 2 prompt my self) i can perform the dawn prayer right at its time (as before i'm always little bit late...) and also can go to class early, although actually my class this semester are all start at 9.

that's not about it, what i want to highlight here is during my minor class we were ask 2 watch films ( very excited about it), but then it tend 2 be a very boring and unpleasant. Both of the story which entitle "after tsunami" & "Kayuh" have a sense of political issue which its not my preference. The NGO who is organizing the Freedom Film Festival and the one who is responsible to bring that film here known as KOMAS make me felt annoying. Its is due to the statement that "we are the NGO which is neutral and did not bias to any of the political party" but then when someone ask "did you guys ready to face any risk as being so loud by highlighting the opponent party?" the answer: "Till now there not police that come to our door and arrested us or the government suing us and so on, but we are ready because there is our clique who is a lawyer, Dr and politician who is supporting us" what the heck is it?? so much for being neutral.... of course the bold one come from which side right!... there is no way the objectivity is going to be achieve.. thats why i hate POLITIC... so much of hidden propaganda and corruption no matter which party because there are all liars...

its not gonna be easy...

What is suppose to be your reaction when someone that really close to you are making distance. then suddenly you know that something big had happen to the person life and you know it by coincidence.

its not going to be easy for me, although I suppose to understand the condition that the person are in to, but life is c0mplicated, could this end with a brake up or just hanging without any certain answers. Maybe my emotion and feeling conquering my judgement but as for now I just need my time... may the time will fix everything!!!

Money + $....= Part time Job

Its been 2 days since i got back from Penang...sadly because i'm suppose to get back on Sunday but Big boss has change his mind and pick me up on Saturday, have 2 leave my love one without spent a proper amount of time 2gether... = (
move on to my main story as today me n my very good friend (which i haven't contact him about err so long i can't really remember) try to find a part time job... first destination is Grand Kampar Hotel (it was his idea) hurmm bellboy, only that available ( i was not really interested but 2 please him i smile n said no TQ) hahahaha. Next is Sushi King, its a nice place since not so many customer coming in so i think it wont be so hard to work here..ok i take it... after fill the form ( and having a nice cooling sweet ice cream there, tq Furqran) we left to the Bata Outlet, i was interested coz previously i had an experience working with shoes company, last time i was a promoter for Dr. Cardin shoes in Mid Valley Megamall so it wont be a prob...but the problem is there is no vacancy here...
then our last tour 4 today is the pizza hut, coz it already 12.30 p.m with this burning weather no way we can continue..

2 payback his help i treat him for lunch at Emery... its a shame when he said...wow how please i am you call me in order 2 accompany you find a job...with all this time missing..My best Friend :)

errrrr i just smiled broadly( thinking, i do contact him in past 4 month so..). But i'm sorry Furqran i can't send u back coz i'm rushing 2 day...but hey nice 2 hang out again.. what most important is i must got a job....

semester break+part time job= MONEY

Between "a" and "e"..

Its already final exam as i quite busy flirting back my note that i has been ignore before..... yeah it normal for nowadays student 2 do so right???? out of the blue...suddenly i remember that i have 2 see my lec 2 pick up the assignment n get my marks 4 the previous test.

2morrow already friday and mel said i have 2 see my lec b4 three, so have to rush right after the fridays prayer. the weather surely not helped me at all.. with the rush, sweating and it damm hot...
it a relief when i reach at the lec room.... mmmmmm heavenly....air corn =)
the best part is she also asking me if i wanted a cold drink.... this is what i really need... immediately YES!

ok that is the pleasant part... the worse is this, my grade 4 the test wasn't so bad the content and the arrangement also good... i even proud with my self... ( yeah i did) but the language are really suck... with six words that found to be wrongly spelled... shockingly the word that i suppose 2 spell it with an "a" i spelled with an "e" and the other way around.... what??? why this is happen i didn't realise it at all.... level become lavel, several become saveral..... crap!

After all the unpleasant thing are finish 2 be examined, 2 please myself, me n mel fetch our lunch at marry brown, the weather also change suddenly from bright to cloudy... but we learn from mistake right?... so this can't bring me down coz the real game is in 29th april so i going to strike it hard...

last wednesday & This Friday....

A busy wed just begain again...but today it is extra special bcoz i gonna 2 seat 4 a test n then have a presentation next.. what a day! this last 3 days my litttle stomach doesn't felt good so its really uncomfortable, last night my roomate already babbling bcoz i'm to stubborn 2 be taken 2 the clinic, 2day my regret was no use.... after the speech i currently cant bear it anymore thanx 2 mell coz accompany me 2 the Pusat Sejahtera =)

Gosh its about half an hour i have 2 wait b4 i can c the doc, suprisely i were suspected to have appendix (haaaaaaa!!!!!! i was really shock with all the assignment have 2 be summited n if it is p+ve i have to tend a surgery... yeahh just wut i need) but doc Nina asked me to give some blood sample to be diagnose first... it takes awhile and mell were curious as she waited ouside...(sorry k the nurse were to slow dear) suddenly there is a problem the nurse said that my urine test result is already out (ha? blurrrr... urine result...when da errrrr!!!) my blurry face seems to be understand by the nurse... eh adik bg darah ke urine td?, (wut da hec after taking a bottle of my fresh blood then she asked.....) erm bg darah je td urine Dr. tak ckp pon, (innocently n confusedly answered) miraculously my urine result the one were appear but my blood result is not in the data....huh dont say my blood have to be sucked again once is enough! alhamdulillah they manage 2 overcome the situation..... such a relief.... its just a technical error....

They send me back 2 Dr Nina 2 hear the result... with all praises to Allah my blood is normal n no surgery yeayyyyy!!!! but she said if my stomach doesn't get well after eating a bunch of medicine that she has supply i need 2 get diagnosed again.....end of da day =)

On Friday its still hurt a little bit but 2nite i got a special programe 2 be attend so just bear with it... in da morning till afternoon i have 2 submmit my YBP assignment so have 2 print it out n what not, then as usual going to the mosque 2 perform the friday prayers. luckily abg rudy ask to take me out 4 lunch heheheeh yezzzza! this mean i dont have 2 wait 4 da bus to going back after this.... at 4 Pa an will come n get me to the Paradise Sandy Beach Hotel as 2nite is Restu Appreciation Nite or ARENA, i have 2 be there earlier coz there is few things has 2 be settle....

It was a superb night not only the ballroom is nice but all my friend are gorgeous... no words can describe that night.... i even 4get about my stomach... the interesting part is i got the Best male Exco 4 the year hahahaha & not 2 4get Sweet Couple of da night ( thanx Mell)... i choose not 2 stay at the hotel coz want to get my rest at my own bed... so in conclusion i want 2 thanks all my friends the MPDR, Mell, zainal, kalai, sashi, Ct and all 4 the great dinner ever...

Royal Dinner.....New experience

My life begain early 2day as i have 2 accompany kudin to buy fruit 4 the TOT athlete or the sportday in USM. it's a long and busy week as my assignment, presentation, and residentail representative duty are all in one shoe...i have to stay up last night to prepare all the needs, really tired and sleepy right now...

The most exciting moment is tonight i'm gonna attend a royal dinner at Equatorial hotel with Yang Teramat Mulia Tuanku Raja Nazrin Syah, although it was a frantic day, i gather all the strengh that left in order to be there. with the suggestion from zainal, four of us not going 2 take the usm bus bcoz it will be depart to early, but we are going 2 take a cab ( thank 4 the idea, at least i got my rest 4 1 hour). Soon as we arrive the cab refuse 2 charge us, as he said "its ok it on me!"...hahaha what a lucky day, just what i need Tq Mr. cab. Our arrival also has been very special bcoz Prof. Omar Osman is there "welcoming" us (heheheh felt like a VVIP)... actually he just being around at the lobby as we are late he only smile at us to sign that "who do you thing u are?" i confidently pretend not seeing him and enter the grand ballroom....(dont try this at home).

The unplesant part is to be waiting the VVIP 2 come.... its already 9 and i just ate only nasi goreng in the morning, so i was tromendously hungry. saveral minutes later the dinner begain( i wish i can cut off all the speech by the VIP aspecially by the Chief Minister huhuhuhuhu 2 long... can't wait anymore) finally my patient pay off here comming the dish...yum..yum.. as we enjoying our delicious dish we were serve with 2-3 performance including, singging, dancing and so on. i really enjoy it not the performance but the food hahahaha..

After my little stomach is full we were call upon to shake hand with Raja Muda...wow there are so much protocol to be follow... it's really annoying but ok for gaining new experience... if i be him i would terminate all this troublesome and make it simple... anyway congrats to Fieza becoz has been granted with RM 1000 from the Chief Minister Dato'Seri Dr. Zamry bcoz being an excellent student in her study also TQ so much 2 Abg Fahmi generously has send we home... now i'm already full and happy so lets shut the light off and with smile get my beauty sleep....

My Day 4 2day....

Today is like other days, woke up, take a bath, get dressed n go to class... the very same routine 4 a very ordinary student. Its a busy week as i had to really manage my time carefully.... assignment, presentation, residential representative duty gosh...!!! why can't i photostat my self huhuhuhu so much 4 ordinary student.

As i stay up late last nite preparing myself 4 the presentation, felt a little bit sleepy ( jealous as i have 2 woke up early n my roomate still comfortly hugging his fluffy pillow) but it wont take me down, as i excited bcoz kiki,mel n me will be in red hahahaha the MU spirit... (sorry guys if ure liverpool fan, just pretend i never wrote this k!). Our group its the lucky number 1, with full of confident n courage i walk to the front gracefully (not nervous at all...). right after our 1st slide that have our cute picture on it showed,suddenly my lectrurer said "do you think this is your blog?" OMG do Dr.R knows our blog!!!!!! and shockingly Dr.R mention kiki nickname in her blog.... (with smile n proudly) WHATTTTTTTT!!!!!! ohhh no way this is happen.

My gracious moment turn out quickly into a black, blank n bombing my mind...... all my words jumble around as i looked at Dr.R. its the most worse presentation ever coz my pocket note also cant do much favour...i dont know what am i talking about..... after the class Dr. R mention my blog name loud n clear with a ambiguously meaning....(hope its good)... but later on Dr. said its nice 2 have a blog as we can express ourslef n maybe will stop by again once in a while. intrestingly in another class maureen presented her speech about blogging... well it sure have a positive n negative side of it, depends on how we use it..... as 4 me this is my palce to babbling, vomit my feeling and practising my language (am I?) anyway i'm an open book nothing to be hide for, but the rest is still unwritten (currently remember natasha bedingfield)

p/s: Welcome Dr. hope u can leave ur comment =)

Critical Reading and writing in a critically condition

Tuesday.......it is not a busy day as my class start at 9 and only 2 clases 2 be attend. Dr. Rita Abd. Rahman Ramakrishna class is the first one to be present at, and for sure this is the class that i doesn't want 2 be missed. (truly from the bottom of my heart, although she always attack me with the words n being cynical, but i know she loves me as her favourite student) errrr wait forget about the last 10 words.......!

It was enjoying n exciting at the first 20 minutes, as usual she take me as her example, n why if it is about me it must be like romantic, glamours, n fesyen hurmmmm no need 2 answer.. there is one day when i enter the class late (about 10minutes only la) she welcome me with a very worm reception and most proudly 2gether with an announcement "here come the Malaysia next top model elegantly enter the hall" erkkkkk felt like choking! and today she repeated again by a very amused similar quote" Haffiz would like to extend for another semester bcoz he would like 2 be a model first" (kiki n mell of course laughing at this moment) not enough with that she told me that she has saw me crossing the road holding hand with a girl...... aiyooooooooo what curse is this.... me n a girl...holding hands OMG, did i could do such a thing... i'm maybe a modern guy but still strongly holding with the traditional roots(borrowing her quotation) so no holding or touching b4 married ok!

Despite on what has happen, the most crucial is the condition of the lecturer hall 2day..... crap! frozen crawling beneath the black bone... my bad coz not wearing or bringing the sweater... why this hall is so frosty today.... kiki also cynically said "huhh just pretend that ure in London" yeah easy 4 her to say... 2 hour in the class is like living in the north pole.. ( actually i went out coz cannot stand it dohhh) shivering....grrrrrrrrrrr......

last but not least.. Dr. quote again ( sorry if u don't like it kiki) sometimes it an advantage to have little bit of fat it is usefull... ( hurmmm are she cynically said that to me, coz i'm skinny?) well need 2 jump 2 the next class C ya!

brrrrr....

Kelas....Exam.....Masjid.......

Kelas hari ni seawal 8 pg iaitu public relation yg dilecturerkn oleh Puan Kamaliah.... berbangga dengan kedatangan aku yg awal hari ni ttba2 dia pulak yg lambat nasib baik tak blah je td. sementara ak dok berkerut2 tgok Puan dok setup PC kt dewan kuliah tu bagai nak rak, rupe2nye dh ilang (hek eleh) dh la air-con tak on nie adeh bikin ak panas jew.. so buang mase lg kna tggu lec g amik laptop beliau.

Dalam sedar tak sedar, jam mnjukkn pkul 9.50pg eh! dh abes kuliah.......huhuhuuhu, ak pon sepantas kilat menoleh kearah mereka untk myerbu cafe...

jam br menunjukkn 11.00pg sejam sengah lg test HET 224 akan dilaksanakn adeh! ak actually tak suke n tak berjodoh lansung ngan Literature2 ni sampaikn Dr. Agnes dulu pon pnah ckp" ure not meant to literary works" huh ak lbih suke hal2 bkaitan ngan phonology or psycholinguistics but i have to live with it whether i like it or not...

Miss Tahereh suddenly said "k guys times up"..... huh ak terpinga2 nasib baik sempat siap, dpt jwb 2 pages... ahhhh kire ok la tu. igtkn time awal lg sbb we suppose 2 finish at 1.30..... hampeh $%^&&**=-..... 1.49 erkkkkkkkkkkkk...... ak terpaksa memecut ke Masjid tuk solat Jumaat dh tu ttba2 nature calling plak... ish singgh la tandas sat, sbb hall td sejuk & beku.... pgalaman pertama ak dok btenggek kt tangga rini sbb dlm dh penuh, ish sangat menguncomfortablekn ak, then bila nk solat tu dh la kna dok blakang skali ngan bebudak hingusan yg menggu kekusyukn adeh... berapi je rase mane tak, dok boleh main kejar2 lg siap langgar2 aiiii nasib la bukan adik ak kalo tak selamat dh dikafankn...

Time balik abg rudy ajak makan same so ak mproposekn kt fajar sbb snang nk tggu bas balik nnt....hurmmm lauk plak cm h*^%$#@...... sabar2 lpas mnemankn abg rudy mnjamah kuih muih, ak pon blah ke restu dgn muka yg kelat....

p/s: arini ntah ttba je suke naik hangin... huhuhuhhuhu astafirullahalazim... sabar2..

Kelas Psycholinguistics or Astronomy....

Al kisahnya bermula apabila aku dengan penuh semangatnye pergi ke kelas HET 223 atau nama timangannya Psycholinguistics, sememangnya aku sampai awal ke kelas (dengan bangganya sbb slama ni asyik lambat je). So hari ni aku mengambil tempat duduk yg agak hadapan sbb org lain ramai yg belum sampai lg.

Permulaan kelas agak blur dan mengkaburkan disebabkan tlalu banyak istilah linguistik dan fakta2, namun atas semangat aku yg berkobar2 hari ni terasa terang dan jelas apa yg diperkatakan oleh lecturer aku (tu pon dlm setengah jam lepas bmula) dlm keadaan yg penuh confident & sedikit berkerut aku fokus sepenuhnya pada hari ini.... namun setelah separuh masa kedua bermula slps rehat 5 minit segala yg terang benderang mcm cuaca pada ketika ni ttba2 menjadi suram, mendung, kabus,dan berjerebu...

Tajuk yg sepatutnya disampaikan oleh lecturer ialah mengenai Speech Production yg sampai kepada error in speech ttba beralih arah dan tak tentu arah ke arah "Sun Storm phenomenon"

dh tu siap masuk lg cerita 2012, pasal ramalan tamadun Inca & macam2 lg.... aku yg strugle nk pahamkan tajuk td terus terganggu akibat medan @ arus magnetic yg terlalu kuat shingga menghilangkan data2 yg diproses.... kesimpulanya kejadian "Sun Storm" ni sememangnya memberi impak yg dahsyat kepada segala peralatan dan teknologi dan juga manusia.... apa-apa pun segala pujian bagi Allah atas segala penciptaaNya.

menyulam rasa, bersilang perasaan, bersimpul hati.

Ahad 28 Feb, 11.35pg. Tak tau la apa sbbnya perasaan aku rase tak mnentu, suasana pagi yg agak sunyi dgn cuaca yg panas & redup bersilih ganti seolah2 tau pgolakan yg blaku dlm hati ni. Entah mgkin sbb rindu, bosan, suka, gembira, sedih, takut, sayang...hurmm semuanya bercampur aduk..

Mungkin aku terlalu memikirkan segala kemungkinan ttg diri aku di masa depan, hal pelajaran, keluarga, kerjaya, cinta? hurmm mmg manusia ni terlalu kompleks.. why not just let things happen... persoalan yg aku mmg tak leh jawab. Pernah ada org bgtau yg ak ni suke pendam ape yg aku rase, masalahnye kalo bgtau pon takde sspa yg leh myelesaikn pon. Yup mmg aku suke pendam ape yg aku rase, sbb kdg2 lbih baik kt korbankn perasaan sendiri & gembira bila tgk org lain bahagia jd berbaloikn pengorbanan tu.. wlupon sakit & pedih serta payah nk merelakan sesuatu hal tu tp aku yakin boleh memaksa diri ni utk paham dan memerimanya.. diri aku kan so what, no big deal!

Igt kata2 mak, kita kna buat mcm mane kita nak org buat pada kita... yes tu lah yg aku pegang sampai ke hari ni, tp yg baik je la kan takkn nk org wat jahat ngan kita lak.

tetttttttttt...... ttba2 aku tersedar ape yg aku merepek ni.. hurmm jam dh kul 1.00 jom lunch!

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..

Matanya penuh gramatis dengan jelingan tajam bgaikan panah menusuk perasaan, menzahirkan nilai keasiaan yg kaya dgn adat & budayanya. Renungannya anggun dengan wajah yg polos serta bibir yg mnguntum umpama mawar mgembang cukup tradisional.

Saje nak berkongsi kejelitaan pelakon bollywood yg amat aku minati semenjak bjumpa kali pertama dlm filem Taal. Aishwarya Rai, berjaya mencuri perhatian dan kekaguman aku dalam menilai kecantikan. Aset paling berharga dimiliki olehnya ialah sepasang mata yg memukau, di mana kalo boleh aku pon mahu jugak hehehehehehe. Bentuk wajah aish juga yg sedikit bersegi menaikkn lagi seri dan keayuannya, bibir aish juga agak mugil & seksi menambahkn sense of exclusive & elegant. namun ciri2 yg paling aku minat ialah typical looks of an indian woman, sangat suka bila aish mgenakan sari dan aksesori2 bercirikan india so gorgeous!

Disebalik kejelitaan aish, lakonannya jugak mantap terutama dlm Devdas ekspresi, liuk lentoknya dlm tarian amat menakjubkan...thats my Aishwarya Rai..

HaTi + SayAnG - BenCi = CiNta

Teringat kata-kata "Love is about Letting go, but if it is come back 2 U then its yours", mgkin betul kata2 ni atau sekadar untuk mghiburkn hati org yg kecewa atau terluka. But when its happen 2 me whether i belive or not its true... mgkin bahagia bukan untuk selama2nya tp itu bkn pghalang untk kita menikmati apa yg ada sekarang. Today is reality 2morrow is only a dream so why thinking n worrying but it just live like a butterfly because there is a saying that butterfly count it life within second.

Sedalam mana kita cuba smbunyikan perasaan kalo perasaan itu bnar2 ikhlas akhirnya ternampak juga di permukaan, dlm sedar tak sedar we're starting 2 do "stupid" n "funny" thing, jika direnung & diingat balik pasti kita akan tertawa sendiri. Marah, Geram, Benci, kecewa tak kira walau tahap mana sekalipun jika sekali sayang, gembira, bahagia, cinta myentuh perasaan semuanya hilang, begitu juga sebaliknya pelik tp benar. Paling utama Cintailah seseorang yg mncintai kita bukan mencintai ssorg yg kita cintai....

mengomel kembali....

Sebelum memulakan kias bahasa moleklah kiranya dimulakan dengan bismillahirahmanirrahim..
kali ini adalah gabungan rentetan pengalaman, luahan perasaan & secukup rasa kemerapuan atau lebih dikenali dengan nama lain sebagai merepek. setelah agak lama tidak menaip rasenye banyak benda yang tak dapat nak diukir kembali dalam wacana ini kerana ingatanku yg terbatas sebagai seorang insan. Hal ini kerana bukan sahaja kekangan masa tambahan pula sistem wireless yg kurang berkemampuan untuk menyambungkan aku ke dunia maya ni pon turut membataskan.

Seterusnya bagi mengurangkan kemerapuan aku memulakan cerita bermula apabila selesai menduduki peperiksaan akhir semester 3. Kegembiraan ini telah disambung dengan tanggungjawab bagi mewakili Universiti ke Festival Kebudayaan Universiti-universiti Malaysia FESTKUM09 dlm acara Boria. Selepas 20hb member2 yg lain segera btolak pulang ke kampung halaman masing2 namun aku gagahkan jua merelakan pemergian mereka kerana terpaksa berlatih sehinggalah ke hari pertandingan tersebut yang bermula 9 Dis-14 Dis 09. Macam-macam hal berlaku sepanjang tempoh latihan di samping aku terpaksa berhati2 agar tak menyinggung perasaan kawanku, dan cabaran kritikan & perli memerli yg tak perlu diperpanjangkn ceritanya disini, aku juga terpaksa berhadapan dengan pengurusan kediaman kerana pihak yang berwajib tidak menyelesaikanya sehingga aku hampir2 kena tidur di kafeteria. Mggu akhir sbelum bertolak ke UKM kami berkenalan dengan kontinjen zapin dari kampus kejuruteraan,pada awalnye sume agak sombong & kasar maklumlah rata2 semuanye tahun akhir dan lebih senior jd aku pon mengambil langkah yang agak perlahan untuk beramah mesra, namun lame kelamaan kami semua semakin selesa antara satu sama lain lalu terjalinlah persahabatan.

Perjalanan ke UKM bermula pd 8hb jam 11 mlm, walaupun aku kelam kabut menyelesaikan beberapa errr banyak hal sebenarnye namun berjaya jugak diselesaikan sebelum bertolak ke sane dan yang mengembirakan pemandu bas tu pula ialah pakcik yang pernah mmbawa aku semasa roadshow baru2 ini. Sepanjang perjalanan aku tak tidur sbb pada mulanya abg rudy menceritakn kisah2 seram, kemudian dia berkongsi pengalaman2nya dan kami bercerita sehinggalah ke RNR Sg.Buloh pd jam 4.30pg, bas diberhentikan dan kami semua berehat sementara mnunggu hari cerah. Jam 8.00 pg barulah bas2 kami bertolak ke destinasi masing2 di mana sebuah bas akan ke UM, dan sebuah lagi ke UPM dan dua yg lain termasuk bas aku bertolak ke UKM. sepanjang berada di sane kami berlatih dan memantapkan diri lg sebelum bertanding, jadi jadual harian boleh dikatakan agak sibuk dan sekiranya malam itu ada pertandingan lain yg berlansung maka kami akan ke sane untuk menonton & memberikan sokongan. Paling melucukan apabila kami diminta untuk memakeupkan budak2 dikir barat, mulanya diorang agak suka mengusik dan menyindir serta agak menjengkelkan kami namun pada hari tu semuanya sangat baik, hahahahaha selepas tu pun diorang jd sangat sporting & mesra. Pada 13hb pula acara penutup yg dijalankan di Dewan DTC UM dan segala keputusan pertandingan diumumkan dan di sini aku berkenalan lg dengan kawan baru Sin dr UDM yg dikenalkan oleh abg coco, selain tu sempat juga aku bersahabat dengan pemantun terbaik FESTKUM09 kak khatijah dr UKM memang seronok sepanjang pengalaman aku menyertai acara ni, bukan kemenangan yg penting tp pngalaman & kenalan baru ialah paling berharga, semasa ingin bertolak pulang sayu rasanya berpisah dengan kawan2 walaupun seketika je kami berjumpa, namun entahlah jauh di sudut hati berat nak berjauhan. ape pun FEStKUM09 memang menjajikan kenangan yg istimewa....

Runtunan Jiwa....

walaupun aku bkanlah pandai dlm mgarang sajak, puisi atau sumpamanya ttp ttba2 dtg idea untk mnulis coretan ini.....


Suatu pagi,

Burung berlagu merdu
meratip,berzikir,memuji yang Satu
tertunduk sayu
diri terkedu
terdiam kaku
Apakah terhapus noda kotor berdebu?



Mentari meninggi,

Kabus menghilang dari pandangan
memancar,bersinar, membangkitkan hidupan
tersentak perasaan
diselubung ketakutan
terzahir tangisan
adakah cukup sudah bekalan amalan?


Awan berarak,

Bayu menghembus lembut menyapa
menyejuk,menyegar, mengurangkan haba
tersedar hiba
duka melanda
taubat disegera
Aku memohon keampunan, keredhaan dariNya.

Acara Berbuka + Besday.....penuh kejutan memberikan aroma kehanyiran

Mlm semlm genaplah Ezal Ezham berumur 21 thn 1 hari kerana brthdaynya jatuh pada tanggal 6 september. Tualah kiranya dia setahun lg akibat pertmbahan umur tsebut dan berjya memasuki era dan taraf yang sama denganku.

Kisah brmula apabila aku & roomate kuar bbuka dgn bdak2 satu kos dgnnya aku ni kira jemputan Khas la sbb satu2nya je yg blainan kos, di Restoran Mutiara. Mmber2 roomate tu kbnyakanya knl aku so tak memelikkan la pon diorg ajak aku join sekaki, lg pon tak smstinya aku kna join group kos aku jea kan takde life r nnt. Setelah hampir 2 jam lbh kurg la secukup rase masing2 mmulakan langkah balik ke hostel masing2 walaupun hanya aku, roomate & sorg lg mmber dia je yg melangkah (bjalan) sbb yg lain naik motor dgn bangganya.

Dlm pjalanan mndaki bukit menempuh jalan2 bbatu dan bertar dgn perut yg kenyang ttba henset sony ericsson S500i aku mengalunkan lagu Unwritten oleh Natasha Bedingfield, paparan di skrin mmaparkn nama Kudin USM. Di sini bmula perancangan untuk mengenakan roomatenya.....
sesampai aku di bilek, perancangn yg lbh terprinci dipresentkn oleh Kudin dgn pnuh smangat. Hal ini turut dbantu oleh Ilmi & Kamil yg sedia berkhidmat, markas tmpt bkumpul adalah d tgkat 9 dimana kami perlu mnanti stok2 brangan dan Kek dripada Safi, roomate aku memandikan dirinya dahulu sbb tak tahan dh sakit kepala dek seharian tak mandi lg, perkara ini dpt mengcoverkan rancangan tsebut sbb ezal takkan tahu yg kami satu kubikel dh mghilangkan diri sbb at least roomate aku tu dpt la alihkan perhatian dia jap....

10.45mlm Safi tiba dan mnjalankan tgasnya, tambah mmudahkn kerja ttba2 ezal lak nk memandikan dirinya.... kami bkumpul dan mgambil port masing2 smbil besedia dgn suprise yg dbawa oleh Safi td..... Senior aku lak dgn baek atinya (walaupon wat keje jahat sbnrnya) menawarkn suaranya untuk mmggil ezal kuar dr kolam rendamanya, setelah serak suara senior tu mmgil, ezal ttp gagal untuk memujuk dirinya keluar dr berkubang dlm bilek mandinya. hampir bpuluh jugak la digit minit yg kami kna lalui untk mnantinya habis bkubang tiba saat yg dtggu berbutir2 telur ayam Omega3 gread A dilempar sebaik shaja ezal mmbuka pintu.... hasilnya bkan sahaja kulit ezal mnjadi tegang kerana dilulur dgn telur ayam tsebut malah 3 biji yg lain tbabas mgenai pintu & dinding bilek aku....

Sebelum mnjamu selera kami beramai2 mnjalankan acara gotong-royong perdana mmbersihkan kubikel tmasuk bilek aku...... dgn nada mnyesal dan mgeluh aku bmuhasabah diri........
acara diteruskan selepas beberapa jam kemudian dgn menghabiskn kek dan makanan yang ada, sesi suap myuap dan bkongsi keropok turut dilaksanakan yang melibatkan Kamil & juga Ilmi (cayalah korg sporting giler) motifnya, aku pon tak tahu. Bagi melengkapkan rupa ezal yg telah dilulur td aku mgambil kputusan untuk memekapkan wajahnya agar berseri di majlis hari jadinya.... akhirnya ezal sangat berpuas hati dgn kerja tanganku...... acara ditutup dengan upacara kemas-mengemas....























































P/s: bukan shja Ezal yg suprise ak pon tsuprise gak sbb tgk 3 biji telur melekat di pintu & dinding bilek... kesimpulanya untuk ke acara utama iaitu majlis hari jadi banyak acara yg kna yg buat smlm....

Tetiba jea teringat.........Satu ketika dulu

Keindahan di bumi kenyalang masih lg terpapar dlm ingatan, walaupun tiba di Kuching pada waktu malam, namun kedinginannya bagaikan menyambut mesra kehadiranku. letih dan teruja menaiki 'belon' segalanya terubat bila sampai di hotel Mayfair.

Sesampainya di sana aku dihidangkan Laksa Sarawak khas buatan mak saudara kak Shida, mlm tu kami tidur nyenyak dgn perut yg dh terisi. Awal2 pg kami singgh sarapan sebentar dan melihat keindahan Waterfront, kesempatan ini diambil untuk ke rumah kak Shida yg tletak d seberang, kami pun ramai2 menaiki perahu mrentsi sungai ke seberang.....

Seterusnya kami dbawa ke destinasi Utama iaitu Kg Pueh, Lundu yang mengambil masa selama 2 jam dr kuching, di mana kami akan tinggal bsama2 kluarga angkat. ketibaan kami lewat akibat masalah pengangkutan namun ttp dsambut meriah oleh pnduduk kg. Mulanya timbul juga sdkit mslah untuk tggal d sana ttp kami bjaya myesuaikan diri dgn pantas, Nasi Merah, Tempoyak Goreng, Cencaluk dgn lauk2 tempatan mmg sesuai dgan selera aku, lauk pauk di sini tak byk bezanya dgn negeriku Perak Darul Ridzuan, oleh itu tak mnjadi masalah. hurmmmm berpinggan2 la menambah nasi. Kaum Bidayuh Selako, merupakan kaum minoriti di sarawak mmg peramah dan baik hati, sgt menyeronokkan tiggl di rumah panjang.

Sepanjang berada di sana, banyak juga tmpat yg dilawati ermmm Tasik biru, Sarikin, kg. Budaya, Fort Mangerita, bandar Kuching, Taman Sahabat dan tak lupa sekitar kg. mmg indah Pantai di Kg. Siru Melayu dan Kg. Pueh yang sgt bersih dan belum dicemar tgn manusia. Tak tahu la knapa aku tak berasa seperti org asing di bumi kenyalang, walaupun dtg dr Tanah Semenanjung bumi Santubong ni bagikan dekat dengan diriku. Walaupun asyik melawat kami ttp mnjalankan tanggungjawab sosial dgn mmberi taklimat di SMK Lundu dan Semantan agar dpat memberikan semangat kepada para pelajar untuk ke menara gading Khususnya, Universiti Sains Malaysia serta menyokong perjuangan kelestarian kami. kami juga singgah di rumah Cheshire yg mnempatkan mereka yang kurang upaya dan kurang bernasib baik.

Kepada keluarga En. Pauzan jutaan terima kasih kerana menerima kami sebagai anak-anak mereka di sana. Malam sblum berpisah kami bersama-sama menikmati hidangan Manok(ayam) yang dimasak di dlm buluh yg dipanggil "Manok Panso "yg sememangnya sedap dan terkenal. mlm gema budaya juga memperlihatkan persembahan yg menarik dr penduduk kg dan juga para peserta kami dipelawa untuk turut serta menarikan tarian traditional orang selako dan sememangnya tidak harus dilepaskan peluang tersebut. Bertambah menarik persembahan terbaik dimenangi kumpulan kami yang mempersembahkan Boria. Kami juga turut menerima seutas rantai kulit kerang dan beberapa barangan dr keluarga masing-masing. secara keseluruhan keindahan gunung ganang dan pantainya menggamit kehadiranku semula ke sana suatu hari nanti...

"Rindu gilak kamek mok bertandang agik, nyaman bah diam
sitok"