Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Is it what You call neutral.....!!!

Aloha..my day start early 2day as outside is still dark, and i thought i want to "sahur" bcoz i certainly confident that 2day is the 15th Syaaban. Its a good opportunity as a Muslim to fasting during this day..... but then it is really a great disappointment, as i just realise 2day is already 16 goshhhh so frustrated!! (it is all because of looking at the calendar..why should i arghhh)




As i want to look at a bright side of it, (want 2 prompt my self) i can perform the dawn prayer right at its time (as before i'm always little bit late...) and also can go to class early, although actually my class this semester are all start at 9.

that's not about it, what i want to highlight here is during my minor class we were ask 2 watch films ( very excited about it), but then it tend 2 be a very boring and unpleasant. Both of the story which entitle "after tsunami" & "Kayuh" have a sense of political issue which its not my preference. The NGO who is organizing the Freedom Film Festival and the one who is responsible to bring that film here known as KOMAS make me felt annoying. Its is due to the statement that "we are the NGO which is neutral and did not bias to any of the political party" but then when someone ask "did you guys ready to face any risk as being so loud by highlighting the opponent party?" the answer: "Till now there not police that come to our door and arrested us or the government suing us and so on, but we are ready because there is our clique who is a lawyer, Dr and politician who is supporting us" what the heck is it?? so much for being neutral.... of course the bold one come from which side right!... there is no way the objectivity is going to be achieve.. thats why i hate POLITIC... so much of hidden propaganda and corruption no matter which party because there are all liars...














Sunday, July 25, 2010

its not gonna be easy...


What is suppose to be your reaction when someone that really close to you are making distance. then suddenly you know that something big had happen to the person life and you know it by coincidence.

its not going to be easy for me, although I suppose to understand the condition that the person are in to, but life is c0mplicated, could this end with a brake up or just hanging without any certain answers. Maybe my emotion and feeling conquering my judgement but as for now I just need my time... may the time will fix everything!!!